congratulate me!

i've done it yet again,

raised the impossibly high bar of selfishness.

whoever invented the wrds,

understanding, care, thoughtfulness

obviously haven met me.

i was stupid to wait,

foolish to believe,

insane to trust,

but more so,

i was too self-obsessed to see beyond myself,

my needs, my wants, my everything.

i really dun deserve to be loved.

in fact i probably dun deserve to exist at all..

mayb i shld be reborn as some cockroach,

to be stepped on

n to eat garbage for life.